a feeling heart i refuse to harden

My mom always said my biggest vulnerability is my big heart. Respectfully, I disagree. I love my big heart and how it loves, and with every Human Experience™️ I have, I discover an increased capacity for love that I didn't know was there. This letter talks about the exhaustion that I'm feeling from the past few days, and how it is an earned tiredness, one that is well worth the temporary discomfort of having to run on little sleep and still be sort of functional. I talk about the difference between being alive and living, how different I was a year ago when I first started this podcast, heartbreak, and the reminder to "fall in love with the experience of living". This one goes out to anyone who has ever felt like they feel a little too deeply sometimes, that the edges of the world are too sharp. This is an invitation to keep your heart soft in spite of it all, so that the joy and the love may also visit you when the time is right.