a load of barnacles

coming off of somewhere between i want it and i got it, i still absolutely do not have it. in this week's episode, i share what's happened since we last talked. im still standing but as much as i'd like to say it's been easier since i recorded this episode, it's actually been even more complicated. where's the crazy faith when you need it? where's the perseverance when you so desperately want to give up? asking for myself. trying to be positive in this note but im having a hard time! just being honest! anyways, get your (huge) glasses, it's time to w(h)ine!