A Mutual Understanding

It felt right.. Tribute to Miilkbone for being the first of many emcee's to kill it over his record, "Keep It Real".. now that I got this off my chest i'll be back at finishing my, "Friday Night at Mary's" mixtape. Lyrics: I come around quick, and fade away with the night, back to my crib, I sit back and I write, reflection of the neglection in my life. Running in circles but I'm still moving forward, like a chain that's on my soul if I let it get to me, so I let my days roll. Like my ball point pen, I'm still jotting when I say what I said, it goes on and on so I come again. Like this bad chick I just like how she bend, I'm a poetic spirit just tieing up any loose ends. Shit, I wish my life was like that, I tried to resurrect friendships that faded to black, I'm misunderstood. That's why people split apart from me like wood, I put a smile on everyday so acquaintances think I'm good. I'm sick as fuck, on the mic and in the cut, never understood what's up, I give her nut, and then the door shut. Metaphor for most of my friendships, and a senator with the way that I meant it, you couldn't pay a mother fucker to clean up this wreckage. I'm trying, fuck it, sometimes I think deep down I'm dieing, since I was a kid my courage was like a lion. I've never betrayed anyone who showed me support, cause it was rare for me to experience anything of that sort. I'm rapping long past 16 cause this wrapper is hard to rip open like jelly beans or any sweet candy. Matter of fact, I only deal with facts, rumors in one ear and out the other like any talk of the stacks. It's hard to find time to relax, the birds chirp tryna get me to crack, I'm thick as fuck in the way that I act. I'm conscious, I see my myself manifest, I'll be honest, as a leader but my love and expectations drag me deeper and deeper. I'm dowin liter by liter, I got love for the people, so much love I must vanish, my mere presence has caused too much damage...