A NEW VIEW OF SUFFERING: #290

Suffering is not a word that many dare take a deeper look at .. It was a word that I identified as part of " who I was " as a person... It wasn't just that I had experienced some situations in my life that I suffered with or through ...   I created an identity out of it ... a blanket statement that said " I was someone who suffers " ...    Not only was it who I said I was...  I needed to keep telling the story of previous suffering situations.. and also let everyone know what the current view of suffering I was experiencing .. and how I was "powering" through...  What this did was create a system of finding " love " .. and caring from those who I believed viewed me in this way. ( who knows what they actually viewed that as lol )  But in my reality the viewed me in a certain way and gave me "love"...  There was a time where I'd had enough of that story and wanted to change it ... But Now to break these loops and patterns of getting love this way ... of writing a new story... requires me to not only trust a process of the Universe that I was doubting of... But also I'd have to "kill" off that version of myself and my story... This is where diving into HOW we choose to suffer NOW matters.. and we DIVE IN DEEP TODAY !!!!      SO MUCH LOVE TODAY !  Likeattractslike11.com