A Perilous Position

I find myself again In a perilous position One in which I say I'm sorry For the thousandth time Multiplied By more digits than pi But who am I To ask for forgiveness A selfish guy With you as my witness You try and try Butt heads with hard-headedness You don't know why I seem to take Us and threaten this This beautiful thing that we've built The way that I tarnish it I'm racked with guilt While you try to varnish it Why do I harm this shit And make simple things hard When we could just harness it And make the world ours