A Relapse That Started in the Closet with Jessica Wood | The Hopeaholics Podcast

A Relapse That Started in the Closet with Jessica Wood | The Hopeaholics Podcast In this episode of the Hopeaholics Podcast, Jessica Wood shares her deeply emotional and raw story of addiction, trauma, eating disorders, relapse, and recovery, opening up about growing up under intense pressure, experiencing abuse, and turning to alcohol, cocaine, and heroin at a young age to cope with pain and identity struggles. She talks about her journey through treatment, being prescribed Xanax, losing opportunities due to addiction, and navigating recovery while being a mother, as well as the challenges of working in the medical field while battling substance abuse. Jessica also shares the reality of long-term sobriety, including a near relapse after 13 years, the moment she returned to alcohol, and how she found her way back, offering a powerful perspective on grace, accountability, and resilience. This episode dives into the complexities of relapse, the importance of community, and the truth that recovery is not always linear, delivering an honest message that even after setbacks, healing and hope are still possible. She also reflects on the emotional triggers that can resurface even after years of sobriety and how quickly old patterns can return without vigilance. Her story highlights the importance of staying connected, asking for help, and continuing to grow no matter how far along you are in recovery.#thehopeaholics  #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarieJoin our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off!Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials:https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholicsBuy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.comVisit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.comIf you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC:https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps:00:12:36 - Pressure from childhood and perfectionism leading to addiction00:13:20 - Sneaking out, partying young, and early drinking behavior00:14:04 - Trying to change identity by switching schools00:14:35 - Gravitation toward drugs and unhealthy relationships00:15:15 - First experiences with cocaine and heroin as a teenager00:46:51 - Eating disorder struggles and treatment experience00:47:44 - Prescribed Xanax and introduction to substance dependence00:48:42 - Getting kicked out of treatment due to lack of insurance00:49:25 - Selling prescriptions and abusing access in medical field00:50:52 - Party leads to cocaine and heroin use and losing her job00:51:34 - Entering treatment while caring for her son00:52:39 - First experience with AA and being offered drugs in parking lot01:42:24 - Nearly relapsing after 13 years sober and internal battle01:44:05 - Relapse moment and using alcohol to numb pain again01:59:48 - Message about relapse, acceptance, and continuing to come back02:01:02 - Impact of the podcast and recovery community changing lives