A single yellow flower or a mass of yellow flowers

At the beginning of my Christian walk I had a picture of me as a single yellow flower (my favourite colours forward to flowers) in a field, with God tending to me individually and lovingly. Then, as I matured, I pictured myself amongst a mass of other yellow flowers near God's throne, with all off us aware of God's awesome love towards us but not necessarily needing individual attention. God knows our every need at any one time. "My sheep hear my voice and I know them and they follow me. I give them eternal life and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand" (John 10:27-28).