a test - s04e08

on this one I'm trying something new and going deeper into my depression. please I need someone to come and save me. even a smile towards my direction will be of unimaginable help. I have no motivation at all to do anything. I feel like I'm a terrible person. I know i need to let go of things that makes me feel bad, this bad, but I can't. everytime this stupid device warns me of something new, I can feel my heart bumping and my legs trembling. I want to make it stop. all this that is consuming me from inside, I want to take it out. I don't know how long will I be capable of... please save me please save me please save me. listen to me...