Abandonment: listener comment

The circles are great! So much amazing insights. I do not want to feel abandoned so I go into relationships (just to have one with whoever shows a bit of interest in me) which make me even feel more abandoned (because it is more important to be in a relationship for me to feel secure than to really feel close and connected to that man). And at the same time while being in that relationship  I neglect my long time friends because it is all about the boyfriend suddenly which makes me feel abandoned now by them. And I abandon myself because I do everything the boyfriend wants. It is really mind-blowing!