AEH - THAT´S A FUSE !

19 NOVEMBER 2022 SUN * NICHT MEINE ABTEILUNG * NOT MY SECTION * BENIM KISIM DEGIL   wirf ein glas auf den boden und bitte es um entschuldigung das du es eigentlich gar nicht "kaputt" machen, ihm weh tun wolltest das du eigentlich noch weiter von ihm wasser trinken wolldesch   throw one glass on the floor and beg for apologize that u actually didn't wanted to "break" / hurt it that u actually wanted to drink further water from it SHSH * warum sollte ich? / why should i ? * warum könnte ich? / why could i ? * wie wichtig bist du dir heute? * how important are you to yourself today? * nekadar önemsiyorsun kendini bugün? thanks for this super question earlmasterst.germain and adriana ! * A N O T H E R S Y S T E M A C C E S S O N T H I S F I L E ! THEY ARE THERE! REALLY THEY ARE MOSTLY EVERYWHERE! THERE ARE EVEN DIFFERENT SOMETIMES THE POCKET TOO! ONLY: * IN THE SEA, UNDERWATERSURFACE, THERE EXISTS NO TRASH CAN       YOU KNOW I KNOW EVERYBODY KNOWS     TRASHHHH   ITS THERAPEUTICALLY APPROVED TO SING GO FUCK YOURSELF ! * there exist a connection between my brain and heart when she will rip- tear, i will act then without heart. heartless.   * es existiert eine verbindung zwischen meinem herzen und meinem verstand wenn sie reisst, werde ich zukünftig herzlos handeln * WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU? WAS SCHLUCKSTN DU SO, HM?   * NE YUTUYIYORSUN SEN? NEYI YUTURSUN SEN BAKALIM?   * WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING? WHAT YOU ARE SWALLOWING SO HM? * watching - observing * swallowing - enjoying eyes open - eyes closed * thinking - feeling * sleeping - dreaming * functioning / good / living? * i dedicate tonight´s show my ancestors- and especially my female i thank you really so much <3 cause they did not live such- cause they had whole other worries, dude! * ist endlich: tot? ist: der schluss tot? ist: das ende tot?   woher werde ichs wissen?   * nihayet : öldü mü? sonu : öldü mü? final : öldü mü? nerden bilecegim?   * is finally : dead? is : the finish dead? is: the end dead? how will i know? why you do this? first, you are laughing, you have joy and then following soon you stop with it, as if it is not permitted for you, as if you have to be sad so...you´re face is falling in, you get sad - why you are doing this like that? dont do this to yourself   * gülüsün cok güzel <3 * i love your smile it is beautiful liar must be very strong, when they get faced with truth how deplorable actually, when the ban is breaking over them about some truths - like broken glasses above them this can leave it lying in blood an unprotected heart why did you come? why did you come and gave to me so much worth? why you loved me?   * but i dont know how to fight with this! i only know how to stand there every end of a decision comes together with a fight i´m ready to confront the ends but am i also ready for fighting? YESSS!! are we so strong? YESSSSS!!   * ORDNUNGSSTRAFE * ADMINISTRATIVE PENALTY FOR CONTEMPT OF COURT * DISIPLIN CEZASI * without knowing what to do, where to go she was alone with in her tiny beating heart she listened this unprotected storm with her tears - throwed her sorrow into the sea her heartsickness, copious copious   that it will take her pain that salt step on it she cried to the sea   after this day, the sea wasn´t further this blue, a candle, a gasp of relief which is relaxing after this day, the sea ment loneliness for her a helplessness without a horizon hey du hey you hey du dude vielen dank! thanks a lot! cok sagol! GOOD WINTERTIME! +++++++ *********