Afraid (Demo)

'Cause I'm afraid, Don't go, 'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold, And I'm afraid. Don't go. 'Cause our lives are on the line and baby you have the control. You have the control. You have the control. Shoulda stopped, took a step back, When my heart took off like a jet pack. 'Cause you're just what I want, What my heart knew I needed. Then you took the chance to bleed it. Left me cold and so defeated. It's scary, the effort, and how much I tried, But then you just forgot me, left me out to dry, But I'm soaked in the rivers that I never cried, And you're choking up monsters that you held inside. All the torment and anguish, like I've gone and died, And my hell is your image in my afterlife. Staring down my darker side... Don't leave me alone... Alone tonight. 'Cause I'm afraid. Don't go. 'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold. And I'm afraid. Don't go. Girl, our lives are on the line and, baby, you have the control. You have the control. You have the control. Ooh. Alright. Who is the monster I see in the mirror Disgusting and sickly and so full of terror And desperate to prove what the demons are screaming? That life is too hard for a lover to live. So much to give but afraid of rejection. Now driven insane by his own desperation. He's scratching and biting and clawing at hands That would feed him in times that he'd need them to stand. 'Cause I'm afraid. Don't go. 'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold. And I'm afraid. Don't go. Girl, our lives are on the line and, baby, you have the control. You have the control. You have the control. You were too perfect for me to deserve it But fooled me to thinking that maybe I've earned it. Now I'm just a villain, a demon berserker, In all of your stories to your newer lovers. Imagine a world you have love unconditional, Some who loves every second you give to 'em. Thank you for sending me love to myself, But fuck you for sending my conscience to hell.