Aint The Life

The forest is ablaze again And I'm fanning the flames again I mimed the morning prayer today Three decades of the rosary The weather forecasts rain again The moon is in its wane again There's madness on my brain again No OTC shall mask this pain And my, what a lovely time I'm having How am I to pull a rabbit Out this hat? Chop a shelter with a blunt axe? Grapple in the dark Light a fire with a spent match? Being alive makes me sick Tie my foot to a brick / Life is sucking a dick I'm extremely convinced All my dreams turn to shit Prior deeds hold me still Milk I needlessly spilt This ain't the life I ordered Grit my teeth, hold my breath I can't cheat on this test I'm a 'B' student at best And in need of a rest I’m severely depressed And can't deal with this stress This ain't the life I ordered There's thunder on the way again And lightening near the hay again There's tension in the air today We're verging on a hurricane That vulture's stalking prey again I'm running round the maze again Obstruction's blocking play again Stuff’s rushing through my veins again I'd cry but I'd hate to waste the fluid All my crimes leave me in ruin Fuck the past Give me sea air hard to starboard People hold you back Leave those feelings in the harbour Being alive makes me sick Life is sucking a dick I'm extremely convinced All my dreams turn to shit Prior deeds hold me still Milk I needlessly spilt This ain't the life I ordered Grit my teeth, hold my breath I can't cheat on this test I'm a 'B' student at best And in need of a rest I’m extremely depressed Up to here with this stress This ain't the life I ordered