All 4 Nothin

A-All 4 Nothin.... (Verse 1:) Yo, I wake up almost every day and for a split second, forget; til I remember, and then its hits I'm fucking 30 and I never even did any of the shit that 99% of men have did... I'm a motherfuckin junkie with a gift--card, trying to trade it so I can get a fix I've been broken since I was a little kid Father abandoned me before we even met I was made to soak up addiction I collected all of them, mint condition I've been to rehab, been to prison I'm a criminal, man - and I HATE it. If it wasn't drugs, it was women I dated, jobs I can't have cause I'm hated One night I'm on-stage, Year later: in a cage Locked up, watching all MY homies on a Much' Playlist I'm a bad - I'm a bad scene, White rapper, still the black-black-black sheep A shadow from the past; I'm a bastard: I could be YOUR dad's half-breed Ask me if I'm a coward? I'm a fool... 'cause far as I'm concerned, flying from the highest tower seems about the bravest thing that someone who's feeling powerless could do That's how it really feel Yeah, that's how it really feel to be a ghost Everybody walking through you You can't judge me Not until you take a look at what you've done to me and let me do it to YOU Mirror-mirror: yeah, Jody: fuck you, too No surprise, it was in my eyes, you knew; Don't believe me? Think I'm bluffin? Think I'm lying? I'ma tie a noose tight, and stream it live on YouTube... (CHORUS:) Wanna see what Hell is like...? I'm all fucked-up, might need some help tonight (Hey...hey) Fuck it...I'ma kill myself tonight I'm not being dramatic, man, I've just had it with this helpless life... and it was all for nothin, I know that All for nothin, I'm played out All that weight? I can't hold that... Demons calling my name out (Hey...hey...) It was all for nothin - all for nothin baby It was all for nothin - all for nothin baby (Verse 2:) It was all for nothin, I got no thanks Preach appreciation and got no thanks A little bit ago Stark starlight indigo I'll make an indie go the whole way Fuck your daughters... Jack(your)sons: call him O'Shea Call him "O'shit, I better bring an A-game" DNA, Nemesis An enemy had better be a wordplay-mate I became the most selfish person I'm next to fall...far-far from perfect I can write the bars and record the songs but the rest of my life just wasn't workin Shit wasn't worth it, I know it Give me one more chance, and I'll blow it I'm a monster-rappin' cracka, conscious-backpackin' hitchhiking-ass poet. (I'm a--) I'm a fuckup I would rather fight than be a sucka, But now there's no buffer I'm earning no cheddar No cream, no butter, no bread, so give me some, or shut the fuck up I'm out of my mind in this Clock is ticking, I ain't got time for this Forget daily--I'm talkin' bout an 'hourly' grind in this so me and mine can survive and shit I can't provide if I get fired before I'm even hired 'cause they found out I got a record I don't mean the kind where they say "Check it--" I mean the kind where you get no respect, 'cause your past is checkered And credit? What the fuck's credit? I never had it, I'll never get it Never mattered to anyways, that's where my head is Show me to the nearest grave: that's where I'm headed Dead it....(dead it....) (CHORUS:) Wanna see what Hell is like...? I'm all fucked-up, might need some help tonight (Hey...hey) Fuck it...I'ma kill myself tonight I'm not being dramatic, man, I've just had it with this helpless life... and it was all for nothin, I know that All for nothin, I'm played out All that weight? I can't hold that... Demons calling my name out (Hey...hey...) It was all for nothin - all for nothin baby It was all for nothin - all for nothin baby