All of my fear came bubbling up about my Hay House book proposal yesterday!!! Which prompted me to pull a card. I got the Hardship card.

As some of you may know, my book proposal for Hay House is due January 20, 2018. Since I attended the writers workshop in Toronto back in May 2018, every thing that needed healing has come up. I don’t know what I would’ve done without this deck of cards for myself. They help me process all of the emotions that have come up for healing. Yesterday was by far the most interesting Christmas day I have had in probably a decade. I got the best gift I could have asked for. Clarity. But this clarity came after a lot of angst surfaced yesterday morning. I think this is the fastest I have ever processed an emotional trauma that I was facing. It began very rough, but I had a most glorious finish!!! You gotta hear the story of how I shifted it all into something amazing at the end of the day. And it unfolded so naturally and easily that my hubby had no idea that magic was happening all around him all day long. He played his part flawlessly without believing in any of my woo woo stuff!! They don’t have to. It happens right around them. That’s because if you don’t believe in it, you’ll never see it. But it wasn’t for him. It was for me. I always have my third eye open and watching for magic. Especially right after a good purging/crying session. I start looking for the lesson and what directions spirit wants me to go. And spirit never lets me down.