All or nothing

All around these walls, failed hurt, can't break this. Standing on the edge I froze, self worth, still faking it. Feel the distance, feel so close, feel prepared to let this go. Dream a way out, dream don't fall, don't know if I'll get your all or nothing at all. Trying for denial again, blame hope, blame someone. I'm tied to the bitter end, there's smoke but the fire's gone. Feel the distance, feel so close, feel prepared to let this go. Dream a way out, dream don't fall, don't know if I'll get your all or nothing at all.