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EPISODE · Jul 9, 2026 · 10 MIN

Alone In My Childhood Bedroom

from In Moderation · host Rob Lapham, Liam Layton

You ever hit that point where you don’t want productivity, progress, or another plan you just want sleep? We’re in that place tonight, and we say the quiet parts out loud: the exhaustion after an emotional week, the loneliness that shows up when family leaves, and the weird way your brain starts rummaging through childhood memories like it’s searching for proof you used to feel safe. We walk through what it’s like to end up back where you started, right down to remembering a loft bed, makeshift forts, an old TV under the frame, and the small comforts that made growing up feel manageable. From there, the conversation turns toward mental health, social anxiety disorder, and why posting on social media (and TikTok live streaming in particular) can be both a lifeline and a trap. Helping people is real, but so is the sting of feeling like you’re still mostly talking to yourself. Then grief enters the room. We talk about the kind of loss that changes a house forever, the images that don’t leave you, and the complicated peace that comes with having no regrets about showing up for your family. Along the way we land on something simple and surprisingly hard: letting your mind wander without a screen, remembering tiny details like a popcorn ceiling, and choosing authenticity over performance. If you’ve been wrestling with loneliness, burnout, grief, or the pressure to look “fine” online, this one’s for you. Subscribe, share it with someone who needs a quiet hand on their shoulder, and leave a review then tell us: what memory do you return to when life gets heavy? Support the showYou can find us on social media here:Rob TiktokRob InstagramLiam TiktokLiam Instagram

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You ever hit that point where you don’t want productivity, progress, or another plan you just want sleep? We’re in that place tonight, and we say the quiet parts out loud: the exhaustion after an emotional week, the loneliness that shows up when family leaves, and the weird way your brain starts rummaging through childhood memories like it’s searching for proof you used to feel safe. We walk through what it’s like to end up back where you started, right down to remembering a loft bed, ...

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