Am I asking for too much?

Tell meAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man with the 700 sheep, herding in the rainYet calls me on his drive outMaybe the call will dropBut, he will callAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man that listens through actions12 pounds of butterThe book on Skywatching in Ancient culturesEvery item referenced to my passionsAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man who has known me for three weekscomes back from Germany with gifts selected for meOne who knows what he wants and shows itI want the steadyI want the manWho asks about my desiresMy futureWho looks into meWho says he’s kind of scared of meThe man that makes me nervous with how real he isScares me too..I want the man with the brainstalk to me about native grassessheep saliva makes them sproutdeath if you don’t move them by day fiveFuck.Me.Or I might die.Am I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man who bows to my breadShouts to the moon about how fantastic I amCalls me brilliant and beautifulDances to Nina Simone with meWhile cooking me dinnerWrapping the shawl he got around meAm I asking for too much?When I say, I’d like to stayI’d like this to never endI promise I will love as good as he loves meSo tell me..Am I asking for too much? This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theowlspeaksatnight.substack.com