The Owl speaks at Night

Spinning into deep surrenderCracking wide openFalling and rising, releasing malignant attachmentThe unperceivable endingYou can get what you want but what if you get it and you realizeNone of it even matteredLet me melt into the shoreline until the oceans breath pulls me underI’ll just clasp my hands so tightly around the treesWaiting For them to wrap their skin around meI lie down to the Earth in prayerI lift my head to the heavens aboveThey’re laughing at meI’m the foolThe magicianIt’s all my perceptionShhhSlow downpay attentionthe EarthShe’s speakingAre you listening? This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theowlspeaksatnight.substack.com

I asked the ocean to take my heartbreakto take it like it takes the rocks with its wavesengulfing themthen gently brings them to shorepolished, brighterI just have to remember to go thereSit and watch herAnd one day soonShe will take my broken heartIn her wavesReturning me to shorePolished and brighter too This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theowlspeaksatnight.substack.com

Tell meAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man with the 700 sheep, herding in the rainYet calls me on his drive outMaybe the call will dropBut, he will callAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man that listens through actions12 pounds of butterThe book on Skywatching in Ancient culturesEvery item referenced to my passionsAm I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man who has known me for three weekscomes back from Germany with gifts selected for meOne who knows what he wants and shows itI want the steadyI want the manWho asks about my desiresMy futureWho looks into meWho says he’s kind of scared of meThe man that makes me nervous with how real he isScares me too..I want the man with the brainstalk to me about native grassessheep saliva makes them sproutdeath if you don’t move them by day fiveFuck.Me.Or I might die.Am I asking for too much?When I say, I want the man who bows to my breadShouts to the moon about how fantastic I amCalls me brilliant and beautifulDances to Nina Simone with meWhile cooking me dinnerWrapping the shawl he got around meAm I asking for too much?When I say, I’d like to stayI’d like this to never endI promise I will love as good as he loves meSo tell me..Am I asking for too much? This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theowlspeaksatnight.substack.com

When I sayI want my lover obsessed with meI meanI want to be loved like rams during mating seasonFighting to the deathLetting the ravens gash out the eyesWhen I sayI want my lover obsessed with meI meanI want to be shown how deep love can beBring me to my kneesMake me reckon with my fearsThrough sheer presenceSharper than a swordA look that pierces out the tearsShedding all previous yearsWhen I sayI want my lover obsessed with meI meanI want to enter into a new realityOne where your strength stabilizes meWhen I sayI want my lover obsessed with meI meanI want you to lead me to the pasturesI’ll be your sheepLoyal to my shepherd This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theowlspeaksatnight.substack.com