Amy + Carter

Amy and I connected on Instagram shortly after her first and only child, Carter, was stillborn in July 2022. She is a total grief vibe as she still laughs, experiences joy and deals with her grief and coping in a way that is her own. Never receiving answers as to what happened to Carter, she has entered into pregnancy after loss. She has decided to relinquish control in some way and trust that things will work out.We talk aboutHer storyGrief after stillbirthGetting answersHer grief vibeOk to laugh and experience life againDenying the autopsyRespecting partners' wishesHer doctors being on top of this new pregnancyHaving a looming feeling but not with her rainbowHow the techs handle ultrasounds/not reading chartsSharing information about our experiences and having people not think it could happen to themDrinking during pregnancyBelieving that this could actually happen and we end up with a living babyDeciding that it's ok to not be ok, BUT it's also ok to be ok.Getting up from the ground and not going back down.Digging ourselves out of the trenchesAnd so much more... Hit up Amy on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/amyycampisi/ *************************************I am not a doctor or a therapist. I am just a real life loss mom describing her experiences with life after loss. This is my real life, and I'm putting it out there to help you feel less alone. Not all views or opinions of my guests are my own. Always do your own research and make your own informed decisions!For more REAL TALK about baby loss and grief, hit subscribe Follow me on Instagram https: @thekatherinelazarYoutube: @thekatherinelazarEmail: [email protected]: www.katherinelazar.com Some helpful resources:https://countthekicks.org/https://www.measuretheplacenta.org/https://www.pushpregnancy.org/https://www.tommys.org/ Local to Atlanta:https://www.northsidepnl.com/ Follow me on Social Media:Instagram and Facebook: @thekatherinelazar