Arrhythmia

the thumping in my heart is tearing me apart aching to stop and start my pulse is my only friend worn out, sick, and tired a thousand faces who I've admired all of your blood rushes to me you are my veins and my arteries an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia I'm going hysterical never felt so vulnerable the beating in my head is better left off unsaid it's not intentional might not be ethical I'm asking the hotline for a flatline an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia all it's worth and all is lost ending now what is a cost open your heart and see the stent between you and me now don't ever pretend you loved me I can never be what you want me to be an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia