ask me how I know

I'm answering your questions But I'm talking to myself I never have enjoyed it 'Cause I can't without your help I hear the words you're saying But nothing's making sense I think you're playing games But I don't know what moves come next I think I'll move your pieces Knock them down when you can't see Not fair in the slightest You're not playing fair with me Budget spend means Budget speed Budget send means Ride with me Nothing matters when you're chasing the thrill Ask me how I know Nothing matters when you're facing death Ask me how I know Nothing matters when you're taking breaths Ask me how I know Nothing matters when you're dead Ask me how I know (written 2022)