Backtrack Snack E5: I Thought I Had a Crush on a Serial Killer

💞Support the Sanctuary & the Work: 💞✨ Help sustain the land, animals, and mission behind this podcast. ✨🕯️https://quantumfusionfc.org/support 🕯️Reality Check My Life | Backtrack Snack | E5: I Thought I Had a Crush on a Serial Killer ... explores an uncomfortable question that unexpectedly became one of the most revealing journeys of self-discovery I've taken in a long time. What started as wondering why I found a fictional villain so captivating quickly unraveled into something much bigger. Why do certain fictional characters stay with us? What qualities are we actually responding to? And what if our "type" has less to do with appearance and more to do with the emotional ecosystem those characters embody?In this episode, we follow a trail that winds through Criminal Minds, The Mentalist, S.W.A.T., Dream On, childhood, television families, emotional foster parents, and the invisible maps our nervous systems create when something essential is missing.Along the way, we explore how stories can become teachers, how attraction can become a mirror, and why sometimes the qualities we're searching for in others are really clues pointing us toward the kind of belonging we've been trying to build all along.Sometimes the strangest rabbit holes don't lead us away from ourselves...They lead us home.💡 Listen · Reflect · Reset🎙️Produced by Kavi Apoha Studios 🌕A Zero Point Eclectic Production 💬 Hosted by Gin — Soul Doula, Eclectic Alchemist, founder of ZPE & QFFC.🎵Theme Song Lyrics: Rev. Mad Madame Gin · Music & Arrangement: Mureka🌐 ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠realitycheckmylife.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠💞 Support the Sanctuary & the Work: ⁠⁠https://quantumfusionfc.org/support⁠⁠📱 Instagram ⁠⁠@reality.check.my.life⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠🕯️ We’ll keep the enlightenment on … and the shadows havesnacks. 🍪