B'ak'tun

"After nearly 37 years of wandering, I keep ending back at the same place. The same time. The same dream, and worst of all, the same damn feelings." "The fear is so great that the lump in my throat and the tightness of my chest makes it hard to breathe. Yet all the while it fills my soul with such childlike wonder, that I cannot help but watch it get closer and closer through the tears, all the while moving slowly, and yet, at the speed of light." "It makes no distinction between good and evil. Who is right, and who is wrong. It feels no remorse as it takes, as ultimately it is that which gives and creates us all. I want it to stop, to leave me alone, but for us, its cycle is eternal, and forever inevitable. Our destiny entwined" "It is near me now. I stand my ground as there is nowhere left. I roar to try and drown out its crescendo, the noise of everything, to try and make myself heard, only to find my roar amplifies it. I stand defiant, yet defeated. A surreal stalemate between the impossible and a soul. The light surrounds me, pushing at my skin, pushing at my reality. Then nothing. Not black, not dark, just nothing. Yet in this very void, it will start again, and I shall meet it once more." 11:11 - 21-01-2011