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EPISODE · Jan 30, 2026 · 46 MIN

Beginning the Healing Journey After Hidden Abuse (Ep. 005)

from A Door of Hope · host A Door of Hope Podcast

Healing from hidden trauma and ritual abuse often begins quietly. In this episode of A Door of Hope, Kay and Kerry share about what those early stages of healing can look like, emphasizing the importance of prayer, support, and discernment when deciding who to trust with your story. They speak honestly about the reality that not everyone—even those closest to you—will be able to understand what you’ve been through. As lost memories return and things begin to make sense, this episode offers Scripture, encouragement, and reassurance that the road to wholeness may take time, but you don’t have to walk it alone. Chapters: 02:30 Recovering Traumatic Memories 07:40 Who Can You Trust? 11:52 How to Find Support 13:42 What A Day In Recovery Looks Like 16:06 Self-Care During Recovery 20:37 Nighttime Struggles 25:06 Dealing with False Guilt 27:15 Social Anxiety & Relationship Issues 28:38 Breaking the Silence 35:08 Learning About DID and Recovery 37:54 Knowing Your Capacity 43:18 A Relationship with God About the Hosts: Kay Tolman and Kerry Hansher are both survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). Beginning in childhood, the ritualistic trauma they endured led to a long and difficult journey toward healing, marked by struggles with anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and dissociative identity disorder (DID). Through many years of walking in healing and restoration with the Lord, Kay and Kerry have found freedom—and now dedicate their lives to helping other survivors who have been ignored, shamed, or ridiculed. Using the freedom God has given them, they offer hope, understanding, and practical support to those navigating this deeply complex and often misunderstood trauma. To find additional resources on recovering from SRA or to learn how to minister to individuals healing from trauma, visit our website: http://rgmconnect.com or contact us at [email protected].  Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed (Kay’s Book): https://a.co/d/6QUrx5y Follow Us: Facebook: http://facebook.com/RevelationGatewayMinistries Instagram: http://instagram.com/RevelationGatewayMinistries    Tags: #TraumaRecovery #HealingJourney #AbuseAwareness #ComplexTrauma #TraumaHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #TraumaSurvivor #FaithAndHealing

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