Being humble or losing it?

You have been getting your A’s at 90 and others get the same at 70 or something lower than yours.Then this thought just comes and say why are you being extra,why can’t you try doing it at 70????.You try it once,twice then it becomes a habit.And your new struggle or what you start looking forward to is who you were before.You have lost your Midas touch,all for what???just for you to fight for it again????💙The fear of being average was crazier than the hope of being extraordinary💙 what if you can’t thrive at 70,at something lesser than You?cause honestly you can’t be me or anyone else.You don’t want to do too much,yeah,but now look around,look within it’s eating you up cause you are doing less than.Shoot for the stars then you might fall to the moon,shoot for the moon I don’t know where you would go;probably hit your head on a crater.You being extra made you see what average was like,it made you understand that truly greater heights existed.You view a circle better when you are outside it,when you are in the circle it’s all you see.So,are you resting or declining??Drop your answer,thoughts and feedback in the comments.