Between Self and Shadow.
from DIARY OF AN INTROVERT Hosted by Tennywilliamz
This episode delves into the inner conflict between light and darkness within the self. It reflects on a lifelong struggle to reconcile two parts of their identity: one that yearns for freedom and connection, and another that remains hidden in the shadows of silence and regret. : : : BETWEEN SELF AND SHADOW There’s a version of me that stands in the light, The one I long to be, unburdened and free, But my shadow lingers just beneath the surface, A darker self that pulls me back to silence. I reach for connection, for safety, yet retreat so fast, Wondering if this tug-of-war will ever end. I trace my steps back to where it all began, A childhood spent half-hidden, half-seen, Cradled with the fear of uncertainties of what the future holds. There were moments when I drew away from voices, my voices. Regretting every silence that built the walls around me. Each memory a reflection of choices, choices made by people around me, Choices made naively, Choices that resulted to a shadow growing stronger with every step I took alone. Now, I stand at the edge, caught between two worlds, Wondering if I can reconcile these pieces of myself. Is it too late to break free from this shadow's grip? Or have I become too comfortable in its embrace? Perhaps the person I want to be still waits for me, Beckoning with hope filled eyes and warm embrace, But the shadow whispers, muttering words, as I listen, uncertainty flux over me like cold water to a heated soul. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/diary-of-an-introvert--6320673/support.
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