Big O Reading Part 2 — Feeding the Wolves, Confronting the Bully & Living in the Gray | Astrology Ride of the Day

This continuation of the reading with Big O digs into why responsibility feels like such a heavy burden — tracing it back to childhood, where he was bullied for growing up poor as the child of a journal seller, in a class-conscious environment. His climb to success and power was driven by a need to prove himself to those who bullied him — a motivation he admits was fundamentally the wrong reason, trading one trap for a bigger one. The conversation explores whether this makes him a bully himself, drawing a Robin Hood-like parallel: taking from the powerful to defend the weak, an eye for an eye. This opens into a broader philosophical debate on morality — is it wrong to steal to survive, is it wrong to kill to protect others, and can one person's life ever outweigh a thousand? Returning to the two wolves story from the Moon card, the reading argues that defeating a "villain" or bully requires being willing to access the same ruthlessness, using David and Goliath as an example: David couldn't have won without being willing to swing the rock. The conversation lands on a final truth — morality isn't purely black and white, but full of gray areas, and people often resist seeing that gray because acknowledging nuance threatens the clean separations tied to belief systems, creed, and identity. Know thyself. Balance your energy.Takeaways:A drive toward success and power built on proving worth to former bullies is revealed as fundamentally the wrong motivation — trading one psychological trap for a bigger one, even after achieving success.The reading draws a Robin Hood parallel: taking from the powerful to protect the weak, questioning whether this makes someone a bully themselves or a necessary counterforce to injustice.Philosophical scenarios around stealing to survive and killing to protect others illustrate that morality resists simple universal answers and depends heavily on context.Using the two wolves story and the example of David and Goliath, the conversation argues that defeating a "villain" or bully requires being willing to access the same ruthlessness they bring.The core takeaway: morality isn't black and white but full of gray areas, and people often resist that nuance because acknowledging gray threatens the clean separations tied to belief, creed, and identity.Links referenced in this episode:iamastrologyreadings.comCompanies mentioned in this episode:IamastrologyreadingsPayPalVenmoCash AppSupport the mythic classroom: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/supportBook a Reading: https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/book-reading#astrologyrideoftheday