BMM INDIE 134: I Am Not Okay (BONUS EP)

from Black Millennial Marriage · host Mikey and Randie Chapman

Listen to us on: Youtube | iTunes | Spotify | Stitcher | Google PodcastsRandie's here with a bonus episode she didn't expect to record. In this Indie episode the shorter half of the BMM podcast is here to tell everyone she's really not okay.With a message that is sometimes read and sometimes not, Randie reveals how she has tried and failed to manipulate her grief and tried and failed to fake the funk. In fact, every time she tries to run away from the pain and from her uncomfortable grief, her inner child screams--"LOOK AT ME! WHY WON'T YOU ADMIT THAT WE ARE HURTING."Thus, tired of hiding and being yelled at, Randie faces the truth: this shit sucks. And also ...why did her baby have to die?Tune in. This episode is especially for those who are grieving and lying about it. The Mrs. hopes that by listening to this episode you feel empowered and encouraged to admit where you are. Items Mentioned:Join Our Patreon Familyhttp://bit.ly/JOINBMMGrieving is Loving, Dr. Joanne Cacciatorehttps://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50891548Bearing the Unbearable, Dr. Joanne Cacciatorehttps://www.goodreads.com/book/show/32926208-bearing-the-unbearableContactEmail: [email protected] a voicemail: 770-750-4098Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

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Listen to us on: Youtube | iTunes | Spotify | Stitcher | Google Podcasts Randie's here with a bonus episode she didn't expect to record. In this Indie episode the shorter half of the BMM podcast is here to tell everyone she's really not okay. With a message that is sometimes read and sometimes not, Randie reveals how she has tried and failed to manipulate her grief and tried and failed to fake the funk. In fact, every time she tries to run away from the pain and from her uncomfortable grief, her inner child screams--"LOOK AT ME! WHY WON'T YOU ADMIT THAT WE ARE HURTING." Thus, tired of hiding and being yelled at, Randie faces the truth: this shit sucks. And also ...why did her baby have to die? Tune in. This episode is especially for those who are grieving and lying about it. The Mrs. hopes that by listening to this episode you feel empowered and encouraged to admit where you are. Items Mentioned: Join Our Patreon Family http://bit.ly/JOINBMM Grieving is Loving, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50891548 Bearing the Unbearable, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/32926208-bearing-the-unbearable Contact Email: [email protected] Leave a voicemail: 770-750-4098 Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

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