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EPISODE · Apr 16, 2026 · 46 MIN

BTC EP#015: Lessons from Relapse (Patrick, Sean, Tara, Maria)

from Behind the Citgo · host Joshua Torbich

Four people in recovery sit down for a raw, honest conversation about what relapse really looks like — mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. They break down the subtle warning signs, the isolation, the ego, and the internal battles that start long before the first use. You’ll hear real stories of mental relapse, dangerous self‑talk, fantasizing the “first blast,” and the moments when community steps in and refuses to let someone disappear. One guest said, “I relapsed before I ever left the house.” Another shared, “People were banging on my door. They wouldn’t let me die in silence.” This episode is for anyone in relapse, afraid to come back, supporting a loved one, or searching for hope and purpose. If you need a reminder that your story isn’t over, this conversation is for you. #BehindTheCitgo #RecoveryJourney #RelapsePrevention #AddictionRecovery #FaithAndRecovery #SoberCommunity #HopeAndHealing #YouAreNotAlone

Four people in recovery sit down for a raw, honest conversation about what relapse really looks like — mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. They break down the subtle warning signs, the isolation, the ego, and the internal battles that start long before the first use. You’ll hear real stories of mental relapse, dangerous self‑talk, fantasizing the “first blast,” and the moments when community steps in and refuses to let someone disappear. One guest said, “I relapsed before I ever left the house.” Another shared, “People were banging on my door. They wouldn’t let me die in silence.” This episode is for anyone in relapse, afraid to come back, supporting a loved one, or searching for hope and purpose. If you need a reminder that your story isn’t over, this conversation is for you. #BehindTheCitgo #RecoveryJourney #RelapsePrevention #AddictionRecovery #FaithAndRecovery #SoberCommunity #HopeAndHealing #YouAreNotAlone

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