Cancer Chronicles S4: Ileostomy Closure Recovery, F.E.A.R, and Bloody Dog Diarrhea

Note: There’s a 90% chance that all or part of this podcast was produced in my bathroom. Please keep me in toilet paper by becoming a paid subscriber or making a donation via venmo: @jenni-tooley or paypal/zelle: [email protected]’m still recovering from my ileostomy closure- my bowels are very opinionated about the whole thing. I’m glad to be alive and exhausted at the same time so I’m going to keep this short.Here’s what I talk about in this episode.* What it’s really like when your bowels have to relearn how to work after ileostomy closure surgery* The second hospital stay hit harder than expected* The daily drama of dripping mini-splits and dog diarrhea felt like mountains I had to climb* Remembering that “fear” is just Future Events Appearing Real* Getting my priorities straight: 1. wound healing, 2. Bowels working, 3. I’m not even close to #3 yet:)* Tools I use to consistently bring myself back to the present moment* The Cancer Chronicles Sanctuary project—soon to be simplified and made doable by a chick who has very little “do” in herWe close with sharing gratitude—because no matter how rough the day, I can still find three things to be thankful for. Here are my three for today:* I’m grateful I could pay the vet bill.* I’m grateful my dog only has colitis.* And I’m grateful for the birds singing as I sit outside.Please share your three in the comments!And as always: I’m grateful you’re here. Until next time—love you lots!Links & Love* JenniTooley.com — find my Substack, writings, and ways to support (free or paid subscribers welcome!)* Share this episode with someone who needs a reminder that recovery is messy, human, and worth it. Get full access to w/Jenni Tooley at www.jennitooley.com/subscribe