CONFRONT THE MONSTER WITHIN

gentlemen whats going on...and more importantly....where the hell are you going.... we all have or we should have aspirations to become more than we presently are... to continue to become better is the name of the game.... its the ummmppp that gets you out of bed and keeps you on your feet...buuut... ive found in my life...and the mess that ive made of it....and the difficulties ive encountered in attempting to disentangle the disorder....meth,,,booze and skanks etc... isss....its a very damn ardous task to get somewhere...when you have no fucking clue who you are.... imagine discovering a genie in the bottle....and this magical genie...offers to grant you three wishes... and he asks....what do you want.... but instead of being ready and knowledgeable with a precise answer....you stammer around in a stuttering paralysis.... we know...the object of the game called life is to get somewhere,,,both literally and figuratively... to arrive at a physical destination that is superior to your beginnings,,, and not only that...but to reach an intellectual and wise position.... that truly knows the difference between what is important and whats bullshit... and heres my genie in the bottle question to you... do you know who the hell you are.... because how can we expect to navigate the world if weve never taken time to navigate ourselves.... so the hell with all the meaningless distraction vying for your limited time.... and yes it is limited...we one day will perish....dammit....so lets drop the bullshit and pick up some direction... lets mindfully choose our next steps and stamp the address on to our ambitious souls... and in order to combat the mononoutous dreary of those slaves dragging their feet beside you we ensure freedom by having a benchmark,,,something we can quantitatively measure.. im going after A.....im using B to get there...and the results will look like C... A plus B equals C....it really is that simple to map out a game plan...a life plan.. but too often....we adopt the habits of parents and the societal norms... although were fully conscious of how much they despise the predictable standards... you are a man..and the only thing predictable in your arsenal should be the tool of overcoming.......hell fighting to overcome the humdrum of mediocrity is mans initiative... so where you want to go....entirely depends AT LENGTH....how far you are willing to search the depths of.... who the hell you are....thus learning who the hell you can be because the benchmarks,,,the goals,,,,the tangible rewards that can be measured... they can only stack up in corelation with how deep you know who you are and what youre made of... do you have the grit and balls it requires to get to the level your seeking... in truth,,,,most people dont....theyll never do what it takes to get the body... to get the wealth.....to get the life......that consumes their daydreams and that... for most people is all it consists of....a motherfucking fantasy that gives them a hard on ...instead of actually grinding it out to get the real deal.... everyone of us wrestles with that inner shadow,,,,that weakness,,,,that fear.... and the difference...the game changer....between weakness and strength.... is this....the coward will always WRESTLE with the what ifs that lie with in the inner monster.... but the courageous one....the one thats sailed across the inner oceans of his own darkness.... that man lights the monster on fire.... and uses his burning flesh to navigate new territories...... love and respect gentlemen....your benchmark is on the other side of cutting off the monsters head.....