Creativity pushing efficiency pulling the dilemma

Creativity pushing efficiency pulling the dilemma there is a lot wrong, however, I am focused on the sentence structure. It is not good. If first time, then go back [1:31] I am in a dilemma [2:31] I really do not know [3:50] I value [4:48] This should not be an issue [5:54] I need some more of that in my life [6:49] I am here for you [8:00] It does bother me [9:00] Here is a thing [10:23] Not every way is efficient [12:35] It becomes second nature [14:04]