Crestfallen

Download the full album free here http://fightinthewolf.wixsite.com/fightinthewolf Lyrics: A bullet skimmed my head I suppose I pulled the trigger Well the temptation was too high They say the skin must shed Before it gets thicker Got to keep waiting, roll the die Recount my problems I never asked that I be special I'm so crestfallen Give me anodynes to take the edge off My mood swings swoop like fighter jets I lose myself in dreams That flicker into nightmares I medicate but still fall ill Hard truths with chems I ease They sicken and excite me I hesitate but can't resist Recount my problems I guess I hoped that things be perfect I'm so crestfallen Where's the antidote? I'm infected Have the jury reached a verdict? It jumps from a spark so small Soon my soul's firewood for the inferno I'm alive in the flames but so cold in the dark It rushes, carpet to wall In the glow I'm infused but it's hell though I can't silence its name, can't let go in my heart I'm ripped by the jagged edge Every cut is a gush that I worsen Every stitch I unpick is a thorn in my side I continually stab that nerve Every rupture inside I'm the culprit It's a glitch, like an itch I unhinge my own mind