CT 221 Death and Cannabis

You’re about to hear my very personal journey at this moment in time which everybody shares in their own unique way… I’m talking about a period of transition when death touches your life. Difficult as it is, there are so many blessings as well. So while enduring the typical stress of the event, I am still able to appreciate the silver linings… and there are many… with the help of cannabis. And if I didn’t have cannabis, I can tell you for certain I would’ve been drinking myself into oblivion or lost my mind altogether from fear and anxiety. As it is… I have been stunned to the core to see the outpouring of loving family and friends who have dropped everything to help me. I have always felt “unworthy”… it’s my conditioning as a child. So watching this play out in generosity of heart has struck mine with stunning realization… that I am worthy. Or they wouldn’t have bothered. Yes, I have to change the way I think. About a lot of things. Opening the mind can be very freeing… like letting go of material objects. Cmon in. See how it feels to go through this kind of thing with cannabis in the toolbox.