cydniey - apropos of nothing

Apropos of nothing "You have a lot of pictures of yourself" Ya, well, it’s an obsession "Do you ever wonder how many vacation photos you end up on?" No, though it would explain random bad mojo in my life "How does it feel to be the most photographed person in the immediate area?" Pretty fucking empty Chip said last night at the bar that one person telling us we're great is nice, but what we need (us performers) is 5,000 of them And last night I agreed And mostly I still do . . . Except sometimes when I think about people And realize there are "ones" who make it seem like 5,000 You know what I mean? Some people have this thing that makes their attention and praise seem like it's from the masses, it carries that much weight with you You believe what they tell you, They are that convincing in their sincerity And when that runs out, it still feels like 5,000 people All of them turning their backs And you get hurt and then angry and if you are smart, You go on, If only to prove that one wrong Prove that you can do it Whatever it is And sometimes you are rewarded with the 5,000 for that effort. And sometimes, Even after all that, You still miss the one. hi, no intro for this one. i didn't want to re-record it because i love this recording. and i didn't feel like adding an intro. yes, i got lazy like that. don't forget my homepage is fabulousdisaster.com.