cydniey - selfish

selfish I don't want to hear about how I’m not 'out' enough Just because I never got beaten up for it I don't want to hear about how I’m a late bloomer Just because it took me 18 years to get the hairy naked men off me long enough to think about what I wanted from sex I don't want to hear about how I am cold and unaffectionate For the 47th time from someone who I view as entirely too needy and clingy I don't want to defend my 'alternative lifestyle" Not to my lover, that's what I do with the breeders It’s not worth the pirated copy of win98 that I know is sitting in your truck, Another gesture from me that was not enough. Some always have the right thing to offer Some have nothing to give at all Some hoard it all waiting for a prophet But me, I just never made the call I don't want to fight about what you are afraid of Your age is unfortunate, but not all that important to anyone but you I don't want to sit here while you vent and vent and vent I know why you think I suck, I really do, but it doesn't change anything I don't want to keep explaining my self to your or your friends In a world of neat labels, I am the ink scrawl on a piece of tape I don't want to leave things like this again But I’ve really got to go, I have so much to do, I hope you understand