D & R

I wrote this one while grieving my mom's passing a few years back and about all of the death I experienced in the years prior. I thought about naming it Incel & Sad Gurl Bop... but Thought a shortened "death and rebirth" was more appropriate Lyrics: Free floating through the ether guiding sea safe within eternal darkness We want this, we want this, forever We want this, we want this for now. I can see ripped from peace, a brightness calling me lost, surrounded, screaming, feeling I want this, I want this forever I want this, I want this whole life. Listening there’s beauty, life and love surrounding me so much feeling Its hard to take in I’m scared but, I want this forever I want this I want this whole life I can hear them fight about me All the things I can’t be. I got carried away, someone take me away. I just want to escape. I just want to escape. No one asked this of me, I just miss being free. I just have to… …believe That good will come from god and not from me, broken, useless, lost in ecstasy Terrified of made up boundaries I want this I want this forever. I want this I want this for now. I see them laugh on the screens of things that apply to me They see we’re in pain yet they gain and complain I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I can see peace a dawn arrival speeding from the east the tracks are cold there’s people watching me the tracks are cold. The tracks are Free floating broken, useless, lost in ecstasy Terrified of made up boundaries I want this I want this forever. I want this I want this for now. I see them laugh on the screens of things that apply to me They see we’re in pain yet they gain and complain I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I just want to escape. I can see peace a dawn arrival speeding from the east the tracks are cold there’s people watching me the tracks are cold. The tracks are Free floating through the ether guiding sea safe within eternal darkness I can see peace a dawn arrival speeding from the east the tracks are cold there’s people watching me the tracks are cold. The tracks are Free floating through the ether guiding sea safe within eternal darkness