Daddy Had to Say Goodbye by David J. Brown

https://thebookvoice.com/podcasts/2/audible/214440 to listen full audiobooks. Title: Daddy Had to Say Goodbye Author: David J. Brown Narrator: Buzz Blackburn Format: mp3 Length: 11 hrs and 34 mins Release date: 06-21-23 Ratings: 5 out of 5 stars, 1 rating Genres: Suicide Publisher's Summary: The taste of gun oil from his duty weapon brought him out of alcohol-induced blackout. It was "Eat a bullet and die now or get my life right". He knew what he had to do but feared that he didn't have the courage to live sober and face his truths. Gutting himself of his false pride and ego was a tall order. Taking responsibility and not blaming others would be all but impossible. Thinking that the pain of living had to be worse than the pain of dying was a constant. Surrender was his only hope.