Dealing with Neurotic thinking

I’ve always draggggged my feet to pay my bills . Imagine a reluctant cat with all claws out scratching the floor as she’s being dragged across. So much procrastinating, dread, anxiety, resistance.... for no sane reason. So I’ve done abit of self talk today to dive into this neurotic mind pattern to see what I could dredge out from the deep dark Ocean floor.... hope this inspires all of us to be a little less neurotic. Peace!!! Kay