Death is Fucking With Me Now More Than Ever

Death fucks with me.It has for the longest time. Most of my adult life, actually. About the time I left the church and realized that there likely isn’t a Heaven and Hell, it’s screwed with my mind. I hate the idea of not being around, someday.I love life and the people I have in mine. Leaving them make me feel horrible.I’ve written about this several times. Now that my father’s health is in decline and we’re facing difficult decisions about his end-of-life care, I’m thinking about death more than ever. And I don’t like it. But I have to push on and handle this for my family’s sake.Today’s podcast episode talks about the things I’ve been going through the past three days. And the difficult decisions that lie ahead. I’m not feeling at all well in terms of mental health, but I’m doing my best. I appreciate your support, and I’m sure many of you have faced this challenge yourselves.Thank you for lending me your ears. You’re valued and appreciated more than you know.If you enjoy my daily podcast episodes, please consider a monthly tip. It’s less than $5 to be a paid supporter, and I’d be honored to have you join our Mouthy Militia. Thank you so much! Get full access to You Have the Right to Remain Mouthy at themouthyrenegadewriter.substack.com/subscribe