Despair 101

-- v1 -- every time I put my makeup on it seems I've lost another cherished one My memory leaks I can't tell what I said there's no place for names in my bed -- c -- YOU AND ME WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE I'M BUSY FUCKING ANGELS, CAN'T YOU SEE? THEY SING ME LULLABIES INSIDE MY HEAD TOGETHER WE CAN PAINT THE WALLS ALL RED -- v2 -- I'm in the gutter again, and fuck your stars I found my home down here, crashing cars disenfranchise ones you used to know they can't breathe the air where we have to go -- c -- YOU AND ME WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE I'M BUSY FUCKING ANGELS, CAN'T YOU SEE? THEY SING ME LULLABIES INSIDE MY HEAD TOGETHER WE CAN PAINT THE WALLS ALL RED -- bridge -- too tired to eat so I only drink you don't want to meet, so I'll only think too tired to die so I guess I'll live running too short on the fucks to give -- v3 -- I earned this hate one atom at a time it feels exquisite, I know that it is mine wave my loves goodbye now from the shore and when you're gone, I'll imagine me some more -- c -- YOU AND ME WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE I'M BUSY FUCKING ANGELS, CAN'T YOU SEE? THEY SING ME LULLABIES INSIDE MY HEAD TOGETHER WE CAN PAINT THE WALLS ALL RED -- outtro -- the universe contracts leaving only me I am the centre of all entropy floating in a space that isn't there some teenage dreams attached to teddy bear