Diamond

LYRICS VERSE 1 The sky is dark, I’m counting stars, Thinking to much, my memoirs/ From the past, I learned a lot, But I got me a present that’s worth Nothing because, it’s empty, I didn’t pay enough attention, to me, So now the future is all I got, it’s worth, Just enough to not make life stop/ And that’s, the one thing that makes sense To me/ But am I part machine with pulleys and wires?, No gut feelings, But I got nerves and desires/ It got me here, for better and worse tho, Horns protrude, through the halo/ HOOK I wanna be good and do good, I was what I was and I did what I did, If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing, Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/ VERSE 2 There is, a trail of blood behind me, Stab wounds on my back, still bloody/ Bruises and scars, cover up my body, My heart is, covered in stitches/ Bliss is hard to keep, I know the pain I barely Sleep, I’ve tripped and fell, I felt the flames from all The hell/ Slept with devils, slept with angels, slept with a goddess, When life was good, I grabbed it and Thought I got this/ But I didn’t, no I didn’t, Sometimes it wasn’t couldn’t sometimes I just wouldn’t/ What was wrong with me, what was I thinking, Body trembling, on this path I’m walking/ HOOK I wanna be good and do good, I was what I was and I did what I did, If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing, Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/ VERSE 3 So I am, who I am today, From the pain I caused and came my way/ Broken down, angels hovered, Demons gathered, but I recovered/ Parts of me, now stronger than ever, Stronger heart, better sight more clever/ What didn’t kill me gave me bravery, And hope to be and do better, hopefully/ I now smile more often, outside and within, But this path is treacherous mistakes can still happen/ My life won’t be perfect, perfect doesn’t stay, But to better myself will be every single day/ HOOK I wanna be good and do good, I was what I was and I did what I did, If I go back in time I wouldn’t change a thing, Becoming a diamond with how my life is going/