Die Enormous or Live Dormant

In this episode, Jarvis tells a story about courage, and the lesson he learned from being timid to experience the unknown. CREATED BY: Jarvis R. Smith PRODUCED BY: Line Slayer Audio RECORDED AT: My Workstation Works OC SONG: “Die Enormous or Live Dormant” by Jarvis R. Smith EXECUTIVE PRODUCERS: Quinton “Que” Hampton | Hussain “Sain” Ewidah | Jarvis R. Smith RECORDING EQUIPMENT: | Mic: RØDE NT USB Condenser | DAW: Reason 8.5 | Headphones: Audio-Technica – ATH-M50 | Acoustics: Monoprice 602650 Isolation Shield | Audio Repair: RX6 Audio Editor | Mastering: T-RackS 3 Deluxe LYRICS Verse 1 I am awake/livin’ in a zone/searchin’ for the part/where my heart sits in stone/ I am alone/searchin’ for a reason/to stop myself/from fightin’ what I believe in/ But there’s no reason/for underachivin’/giving back to life where my love truly reached in/ No I’m not weepin’/I’m puttin’ down my feet and/lookin’ to the sky as I move before I leap in/ The dreams that I sleep in/got me rethinkin’/writin’ out the parts/realignin’ the sequence/ Lookin’ at my defense/lookin’ for my defects/understand my faults as I build on my weakness/ Cut from the deepness/tryin’ to complete this/structure of my brain/now I know why I sleepless/ Scars from a reflex/startin’ at the pretext/tryin’ to learn/I plunge to the deepest/ Parts of my mind/drowning in its steepness/water in my eyes/goin’ blind as I sink in/ Heart steady beatin’/worry as I breath in/whether I’ll die/tryin’ to chase what I believe in/ But I’m not leavin’/my dreams are not deceivin’/I move my arms forward/swim to the peak then/ Look to the east and/trust what I see and/rush to the part where my heart truly begins. Verse 2 Some want money/­and others want fame/I just wanna crave my name up in the game/ And show that I changed/and learned to walk away/I only move forward/it’s the only way/ I never had luck as I went my own way/I just had the will to persevere through the pain/ Learnin’ from the greats/watchin’ for the fakes/now I’m ‘bout to rise/hold me back but you can’t/ Cause I’m liftin’ all the weight/ignoring what’s at stake/alotta people underestimate but I can’t/ Lead with my fate/tunnel through the hate/now they wanna smile/shake my hand but they ain’t/ They came too late/I’m callin’ checkmate/you burnt that bridge/now you own that mistake/ I saw your ways/tryin’ to invade/infect my vision/man I’m not gettin’ played/ Cause I’m goin’ all the way/fightin’ what you say/steady believin’ even if it means to my grave/ Never will cave/my heart remains brave/amongst the thoughts/you’ve been tryin’ to engrave/ I will not be enslaved/I’ve come a long way/the trail that I leave in the end will amaze/ I’ll never be phased/confined to your ways/I close my eyes and let my heart guide the way. ℗ © 2017 JRS/Line Slayer. All Rights Reserved. Instagram: www.instagram.com/jarvisrsmith