Diseased & Deconstructed

All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate so much change, it brought me so much pain I hate to face a day that won't be the same So much change it brought me so pain why did ya turn all my love to hate? it's the worst I ever been hurt, beat in the dirt I had to get up & walk away accepting this pain you made me fight this alone, when I had no control I struggled so hard to breathe, I wish you could truly know I did all I could to repair the deconstruction but I lost the fight that I gave with all my might ALL MY MIGHT! so much change, it brought me so much pain I hate to face a day that won't be the same I never thought my mind would change from all the weight of this pain, pouring on me like rain but now my distaste has gotten so nasty for you I can't stand who you became, I had to get away I been suffering too long with these useless feelings now I just wanna transform them to healing nothing worked whether I helped or asked you you were stolen away, change kidnapped you KIDNAPPED YOU! No more now will I fight No more will I be blind All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate so much change, it brought me so much pain I hate to face a day that won't be the same