Do You Hate Me?

https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ [18:16, 1/28/2019] 👶🏽: You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night And that's just step one, step two is learning how to fight Your demons, ghosts and ghoulies tryna hold these unruly For reasons most truly don't see but the beauty in their cruelty it's there, and your duty to rid yourself of your fears acutely gloomy Their purpose is your growth, move past that moody It was really you profusely treating yourself so cruelly Absolutely lost in these traps, so booby, so shrewdly chasing that jewelry loosely knew we'd turn over a new leaf Didn't stop the abuse that I placed on me When I got where I would go but then The extent of this plot ensnared my secured heart again Grabbed at me, told me never to go, learn to swim In my uncertainty, the killing blow my confusion [18:16, 1/28/2019] 👶🏽: You've got it all in your hands Don't you dare forget it, God's plan Whether he is you or you just man Your dreams are destiny's time of sands Trust me, I am mortal but you something else Your heart is golden and your eyes full of wealth Even if greed, distaste, hunger for lust is best You will do what makes you better than the rest Hold onto yourself, don't let go of the You You know Everyone wants a part of the show, don't go Where's my lover's paradise? And how did she throw Away her fears and desires to be queen, but a ghost Look. Whenever you near perfection the universe cries. Because that means nothing is left to develop in disguise You know it as well as I, our timelines will collide every night in our dreams we can see eye to eye That's where we are allowed the ultimate act of creation To be gods of our minds we'll never be impatient Because in that world it's all ours for the taking Don't forget how far we've come, stop waiting for ancient Masses and souls to guide your goals but instead push for more than a few hundred wholes Look, you don't need to find a coincidence for me to be right Trust me. I'll hold you. We'll get through it. The end is never in sight. Why do I make so many petty mistakes As though in order to develop those walls we need to break Take two steps at once, no need to worry about fate Please just take my hand and I hope you don't hate me