EPISODE · Sep 4, 2026 · 3H 2M
Dopey 598: Leah Lost the Love of her Life to a Fentanyl Overdose, Stealing Crack from Cops, Phish Business and Hippy Shenanigans
from Dopey: On the Dark Comedy of Drug Addiction · host Dave & Chris
DopeyCon Tickets: https://buytickets.at/thedopeyfoundation/2345507PAtreon save $15 at www.patreon.com/dopeypodcastEpisode summaryLeah Martin—farmer, Deadhead, Phish fan and recovering addict—joins Dopey for a story that begins with the Beatles, weed and an acid trip at a Tool concert before descending into Perc 30s, heroin, crack, fentanyl and absolute chaos.Leah recalls failing out of college, selling drugs, taking half-gram lines of cocaine while driving and joining a crew of “magnificent hippies” who followed Furthur across the country. She lived in Golden Gate Park, trimmed weed in California and supported herself on tour by selling water—only to return home between runs and fall deeper into opioid addiction.After getting sober for four years, Leah met Brian through the recovery and jam-band community. They fell in love, moved to the Atlantic City area and eventually relapsed together during COVID. What followed included pressed fentanyl pills, crack runs, repeated overdoses, approximately ten Narcan reversals apiece and an unbelievable arrest in which Leah slipped out of her handcuffs, stole her confiscated crack from the police evidence bag and fought the cops—earning seven felonies and eight misdemeanors.The story turns heartbreaking when Leah recounts waking up after her own overdose and finding Brian dead in their living room. She talks honestly about grief, trauma treatment, another relapse, more overdose deaths and finally building a sober life through therapy, community, farming and helping others process loss.Plus: a dog eats weed-infused chocolate espresso beans, Lauren explains bell ringers and “dragon’s breath,” Zach shares a powerful recovery message, Dave reacts to the Hunter Biden episode comments and more more more on a brand new yet seriously old school new episode of that good old Dopey Show! Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
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Timestamps 00:00:15 – “Dopey Afternoon” 00:01:29 – Oro Recovery 00:02:53 – Dave’s loose crown and ongoing dental nightmare 00:05:18 – September Iron Maiden shirt and DopeyCon 00:06:40 – A dog eats weed, chocolate and espresso beans 00:10:07 – Mountainside 00:12:30 – Braeburn and Reframe and Reclaim 00:14:53 – Lauren’s bell-ringer and “dragon’s breath” voicemail 00:19:41 – Zach on grief, suicidal addiction and an ordinary sober birthday 00:22:02 – Long Island Center for Recovery 00:23:20 – Patreon reactions to Hunter Biden 00:26:42 – Workit Health 00:27:30 – Meth psychosis, owls and a bizarre marriage proposal 00:31:22 – Recovery Unplugged 00:33:18 – Leah joins the show 00:35:33 – Brian and the lost Shakedown Screet memorial page 00:40:20 – Growing up with a police-officer father 00:42:46 – Taking acid at Tool and getting lost in Camden 00:49:45 – Weed, hippie culture and hiding red eyes with pool water 00:54:11 – School drug tests and learning to deceive her parents 00:58:31 – Failing out of college and discovering psychedelics 01:00:46 – Are the Grateful Dead a jam band? 01:03:05 – Dave’s complicated relationship with Phish and Trey Anastasio 01:07:43 – Acid, college and the beginning of opioid use 01:10:00 – Four oxycodone pills as a birthday present 01:14:32 – Perc 30 addiction and her first recovery meeting 01:19:06 – Two pregnancies, abortions and using opioids for emotional pain 01:23:53 – Breaking up, Suboxone withdrawal and selling cocaine 01:28:29 – Joining the “magnificent hippies” and going on tour 01:33:09 – Fake Molly and surviving tour by selling water 01:35:27 – Living in Golden Gate Park and trimming weed 01:39:58 – Culinary school, restaurant work and returning to opioids 01:42:21 – Moving from Perc 30s to heroin 01:44:17 – Treatment at Caron and four years sober 01:48:41 – Meeting Brian through the recovery community 01:51:03 – Moving to Atlantic City and experimenting with psychedelics 01:58:05 – Kratom, LSD and the thinking that preceded relapse 02:00:25 – Drinking again after four years sober 02:05:06 – COVID shutdown, pressed fentanyl pills and daily use 02:09:51 – Atlantic City heroin, crack and the Chicken Man 02:12:04 – Reversing each other’s overdoses with Narcan 02:14:27 – Smoking crack while driving and getting arrested 02:16:50 – Slipping the handcuffs and stealing back the crack 02:19:05 – Seven felonies, eight misdemeanors and returning to treatment 02:21:24 – A final summer with Brian 02:23:44 – Leah finds Brian dead after her own overdose 02:25:54 – Crack, shock and arranging Brian’s funeral 02:30:37 – Brainspotting therapy and processing traumatic grief 02:33:03 – Bedbugs, housing instability and another relapse 02:35:27 – Another overdose death and getting sober again 02:37:41 – The relapsing sponsor and another dead roommate 02:40:07 – Leah’s recovery today 02:42:27 – Farming, sober friends and becoming a grief facilitator 02:46:44 – How Brian’s death transformed Leah 02:50:20 – SafeSpot overdose-prevention hotline 02:51:18 – Spotify reactions to Hunter Biden 02:58:31 – Closing and “Good So Bad”
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