Dream self paradox, wanters, and infinite games | Ep 114

🌀 Been a bit inconsistent lately, still finding my groove in Utah🤯 Working from home? Kinda sucks.Hard to lock in when no one's aroundReminded me how important environment and energy are🤝 Been thinking a lot about "wanters" — people who love talking about what they want but don't actually do anything about it.I don’t wanna be around (or become) one of those people🌟 The dream self paradoxAlways chasing your “dream self,” but you’ll never really “arrive” — it’s an infinite gameSimilar to marriage or health: you’re never “done,” you just keep playing and improving🚽 Be one with the poop 😂Using the bathroom without your phone = surprise self-reflection timeImportant for mental clarity and reconnecting with your thoughts🛌 Sleep & GodNoticing that when your relationship with God is shaky, everything else (especially sleep) falls apartWanting to create better morning routines to build consistency spiritually and physically👥 Finding your people in UtahHard to find “cracked,” ambitious people here compared to Chicago or SFRealizing the value of environment for staying locked in🌁 Thinking about life after graduationConsidering moving to SF to lock in more and separate from constant family obligationsBalancing being close to family vs. deep focus on work and growth🏃 Plans for next weeksGo full “locked-in” mode, test what life would feel like if you fully committedImprove sleep, stick to routines, and double down on spiritual life🎥 Big pictureBeen recording your journey since 18 — almost 3 years now!Crazy to look back and see the growth