Drug Addiction

#S6.7 Drug Addiction Too many stress, I guess I needed a fix cuz back when I started, I was clean but then it got harder to quit now my friends are getting high they probably might die no one ever wondered why, why too many of us stay high? the trauma the cause my friends stay numb spitting blood from mouth looking in the mirror see what they have become I probably might have been gone when I was 20 addiction becoming the cause as the world turned filthy it all started in the hoods now the whole nation suffers youths in punjab suffocating shaking wonder when it's gonna be over? it kills me inside how do I end this? I'm getting restless lookin back, this is not why I began this, I just wanted to be in peace the stress I wanted to release but it became an addiction I guess I'm stuck with it now I wonder if they feel me it no longer heals me if I had a gun I probably would've killed me it's circulating in society and this hurts and pains drug dealers being healers providing drugs bt it's vain I can't go out I can't face the public I'm tired I'm exhausted my mind and heart always conflicts how can I stop this pain I guess I need a morphine doctor help me, no weed no heroine ain't costlier than a medicine it's a feign, so before I blackout, i don't think I'll be a college pass out this thing ruining me i even arguing with my girl so she feels left out now my mind going crazy alone it's hard and I wonder if I ever be a normal person with a big heart They try to send me to a rehabilitation I suffer I suffocate will I'll be fine? show me an indication so before I go O.D. and D.O.A. I pray to the god I hope I'll stay my demons talking to me I'm stucked in this mess and I'm depressed activist protesting against drugs they even show it in the press but farmers still plant them drug dealers still sell kill you for some money it's a story nobody tells too many souls suffered it's hard to contemplate save a soul from drugs before its too late. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Published and edited by Sumon Gohain