E18: Chris Morris : When God Says “I Still Love You” in Your Darkest Moments

In this episode, I sit down with author, speaker and mental‑health advocate Chris Morris to talk about a moment that changed everything for him. In 2020, during one of the darkest seasons of his life, Chris attempted to end his life. What came next were two conversations - in the psych ward, in the middle of shame, anger, and despair. Chris heard God speak the words he least expected: “I still love you.” Not after he got better or after he pulled himself together. Just right there in the middle of the mess. The next day, his pastor walked in and spoke words that restored dignity instead of demanding performance: “Our church is incomplete without you.” For Chris, those words were life from the dead. So many of us ache for belonging. That’s why this episode and Chris’ story matters. Because two truths thread themselves throughout the episode: You cannot un-earn God’s love. And. There is a place for you inside of God’s family. In this conversation, Chris and I talk about: what it’s like to meet God in the middle of depression and suicidality how spiritual dismissal and “pray more” theology deepen shame why belonging is not earned through performance the power of going first and giving others “the gift of going second” how to discern when a church space is harming your mental health what hope looks like when the season feels endless If you’re in a dark place, or you’ve been carrying the fear that you’re too much, too broken, or too far gone, hear this clearly: you are not alone, and your story is not over. Chris’s honesty is an invitation to breathe again — and to believe that God’s love does not flinch at your darkness. Connect with Chris: www.chrismorriswrites.com Instagram: @ChrisMorriswrites Find journal prompts to go with today's episode: www.prayersfromthemiddle.com