E18 - "Just Like You"

This month consisted of going back to the house where all my trauma and pain had happened as well as being around one of the people that caused some of the pain and trauma. Leading up to the trip I was worried about all the different things that could happen during my time there. I was also just having to accept that I was going to have to be around a person who I haven’t cared for in a very long time.I am forever grateful the my husband was with me on this trip, even though I know he had his own feelings about returning to a place that caused him pain and trauma. He was still about to be a stable force for me and provided me my own personal safe place in a house that was no longer safe for me.“I am aware that I am an assholeI really don't care about all of that thoughI'm living my lifeThe way that I want to”- Falling In ReverseWhen asked if I hated someone that caused me a lot of pain, my response is no, I don’t hate them. I’m just not interested in their existence. Like I said in E0, “if that makes me the villain, then I will adjust my crown accordingly.” I have never minded being an asshole.If you would like to support the podcast or get access to the bonus Random Rant episodes, check out my Patreon.patreon.com/bitchbetpodcastThis episode was named after Falling In Reverse’s song “Just Like You” You can find this and more in BBPlaylist on Spotify.https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2NwU6CVgJbHfgv8WWEuz6S?si=7Z5Jb44DRKKfO1fUP1u5dQFollow the podcast:Instagram @bitchbetpodcastX (twitter) @bitchbetpodcastYouTube @BitchBetPodcastRumble @bitchbetpodcastText me here 😊